15 Things I Wish

18 Feb

1. I wish I could quit smoking.

2. I wish there was something otherwordly in the kind of beauty I possess. I wish something in it went beyond gender. There nothing duller inΒ  this world than being a homely, hideously ordinary looking boy.

3. I wish I could always carry a bag with two or three books in it because I have for years been frightened that someday I’ll be stuck in some hellish place and find myself with nothing to think about.

4. I wish I could transform something as ordinary as boiled egg into something nearly heaven.

5. I wish I could accept the way money controls people, the disgraceful things so many people do to get it, the almost limitless vulgarity of it all, the way it can overtake one’s life, and the way it can define people. I hate it when I am defined by what I do instead of by who I am.

6. I wish there was no someone above, so there would be no one below.

7. I wish there were no words to mean a thing. We would have been going through life by our nose, forgetting our bad history through our piss.

8. I wish I had monogamous eyes.

9. I wish I were a genuine fag; the kind that has never pursued anyone before, for reasons that I have always preferred to be the one pursued.

10. I wish people would agree with me that love must live up to itself no matter what. That it knows nothing of its age. That it grows and just forever celebrates, regardless of demands and unfeigned encouragements.

11. I wish it were true that people who are not good-looking, who are not everyone’s ideal, are those (because they are more grateful) who can make better love.

12. I wish I could keep these thoughts.

13. I wish my blog could change several lives.

14. I wish I could quit blogging.

15. I wish you would not mind if I had been lying.

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25 Responses to “15 Things I Wish”

  1. Vajarl February 19, 2010 at 12:41 am #

    1.I know quitting smoking can be a challenge. I know a lot of people who have tried and failed. I never tried smoking, but maybe if you really put your mind into it, like convincing yourself that you don’t really need it might be helpful. I don’t know. Just a thought.

    3.I wished the same thing when I visited my dentist. I waited for 2 hours for her and it was like hell. I could here the patient who came in before me scream in pain. I am exaggerating but I was still in agony.

    6. Why can’t I help smiling everytime I read this sentence? πŸ˜›

    15. Wait..

    • Suckingbird Keller February 19, 2010 at 1:12 pm #

      @#6: yeah.. i know what you are thinking. partly, you’re right. hahaha

  2. hastydevil February 19, 2010 at 1:00 am #

    I wish that your wishes do come true.

  3. hastydevil February 19, 2010 at 1:00 am #

    I wish that your wishes do come true.

  4. soiebeans February 19, 2010 at 2:55 am #

    the last part of your wish-list had me thinking. hindi na ata sya for a good life. masyado ng melon, for a melonshake-full life na ata ang dating. you wish you could quit blogging? meganon? for a good life? haha. affected ang iyong number 1 fan!

    • Suckingbird Keller February 19, 2010 at 1:10 pm #

      just realized this blog is my only emotional outlet.

      some make sense for the melons πŸ™‚

      • soiebeans February 19, 2010 at 1:14 pm #

        oo, emotional outlet jud ang blog so if you quit blogging (and delete this again), delikado imong isa pa ka outlet. hahahahahahaha

  5. neil February 19, 2010 at 3:44 am #

    cool list. nice insights. btw, thanks for adding me in FB. πŸ™‚

  6. J.Kulisap February 20, 2010 at 4:12 am #

    Hmmm..ang mga likaw ng bituka, parang kadena. Number 6. Mahaba habang usapin ito.

    Ang importante tumatanda tayong maraming nakikinabang sa ating kagandahan/kagwapuhan hindi lamang ng pisikal pati na ang kaloob-looban ng ating lamang loob (sana hindi nagulo ang ibig sabihin nito). Malawak ang tinatakbo ng ating utak subalit bumabagsak pa rin tayo sa katotohanang ang langit, kahit nakikita mo, hindi mo kayang puntahan, dahil langit nga ba talaga?

    Wish lang naman. Tawagan natin si Vicky Morales.

    • Suckingbird Keller February 20, 2010 at 11:42 am #

      hmmmm ano kaya iniisip niyo sa #6?

      hindi po ako sa langit pupunta. wlang beer at yosi dun πŸ™‚

  7. J.Kulisap February 20, 2010 at 4:13 am #

    iKAW BA ANG MAY LIKHA NG IBA’T IBANG KULAY NA PAYASO?

    • Suckingbird Keller February 20, 2010 at 11:41 am #

      hindi po. lahat ng images dito ay hindi ko pag-aari. gini-google lang πŸ™‚

      • J.Kulisap February 22, 2010 at 12:03 am #

        Ibigay mo ang credit, baka idemanda ka sa barangay ng may-ari. O hindi ko lamang napapansin ang iyong pasasalamat.

        • Suckingbird February 22, 2010 at 6:23 am #

          nasa sidebar ko po nakalagay na i claim no copyright for any pictures or videos appearing in my site. πŸ™‚ tsaka di ko naman alam sino ung may ari ng work na to. hehe

  8. orville February 22, 2010 at 6:36 am #

    ako wala nang hahangarin pa.. hahaha.. basta may pagkain sa ref at kasama ko ang mahal ko ok na/./

  9. bonnie February 22, 2010 at 12:10 pm #

    i’ve been trying to quit smoking for years now. wala. mas lumalala ata. huhu.

    • Suckingbird Keller February 22, 2010 at 1:03 pm #

      siguro kasi single ka. kasi ung meron kang syota, for sure, magagalit un. haha. πŸ™‚

  10. slaveboi February 23, 2010 at 6:54 am #

    Ugh. So I’ve been missing your posts because I forgot to put you on my blogroll. My bad, buddy. 😦 Anyway, I really like ordinary looking guys. LOL. I dunno. Seriously, some of these are things you can easily achieve. Good luck!

  11. raspberryreich March 1, 2010 at 10:18 pm #

    5. I hate it when people define themselves with what they HAVE instead of what they ARE/DO. Here in a first-world country, they tend to give too much importance to the material things you have: cars, gadgets, etc. Paramihan pa nga e. Parang collector’s item lang. Materialistic fuckers.

    6. At first, I thought you were referring to something else. Tops/bottoms. Well, you can always be versatile, if you want, hahaha.

    But I definitely agree with you and love the way you put it. Gender-wise. Class-wise. I say, you should join me and become a fellow commie. At least that way, there are not that many people above the system. Hehehe :P.

    • Suckingbird March 2, 2010 at 8:48 am #

      #6 ——————————-> I’m versa. WTF! You’re invoking the slut in me.

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