Sometimes you advance towards a specific destination with not just a sense of purpose and direction, but with a sense of what to expect, and you progress assured in the knowledge that the world you know will be as you know it and have always known it.
When I visited my former boarding house the other week, I knew what I would find there. I did not know of course that there were new boarders there or that the owner had been sick for months, or for how I long I don’t know, but I knew where my dusty shoes would be and that my books would be on the shelves; I knew how the paintings of my old room would be hanging, that the half-consumed gin and empty cigarette packs would be under my bed, and so on. I knew my roommate might be there, and if he wasn’t I knew he would be on another day.
Sometimes I realize that I exist with the sense that life goes on in a regular manner, that I can breathe because I am meant to and air is air, that ‘hello, goodbye, long time no see’ will greet me, that fruit and vegetables will be sold where they were sold yesterday– in short, that I can recognize myself in a recognizable world. And that much of life is ordinary and I am compelled by fate to know it, to live it, for however long.
*sigh…,
hi ravy. bago ka dito ah. *_*
oo, napadaan lang…,
naway madaan ka din sa bahay ko minsan…,
hinihintay ko ang bago mong entry. published na ba kasi mgbbase ako! hahaha
hindi pa ngayon ops…,
baka bukas o sa isang araw…,
isa pa…,
alas dose ako ng madaling araw madalas mag post…,
ang mga nakakapag base ay yung mga bumabangon ng maaga…,
baka matagalan pa bago ako mg online ulit. busy kasi sa skul. hehehe check ko nlng once i can get online.
kung makapagsalita ka kay ravy, parang beteranong preso ka lang. haha. anyway, i wonder who the roommate is.
haha. the best ka tlaga soiebeans!
hmmm…. di pa ko nagbabasa haha mamaya babalik ako 😆
balik ka!!
dito na me…wer na u 😆 alm mo nararamdaman ko din minsan yan, kaso iniisip ko na lang ganyan talaga ang buhay parang life… be happy na lang…
happy naman ako *liar smile*
hahahahahahaha. salamat sa pgbalik joyo!
what happened to the room mate? so, ang dating, parang bitin. lol.. part 2!!!!!!!
huuuuhhhhh. ano ba? hindi nmn important si roommate sa point ko.
e yun lang kasi napansin ko. lol.. parang yun yung sa tingin ko, ang twist. lol.
kumusta nga kaya si roommate mu?…,
…?
isa ka pa ravy 🙂
Hello. Great job. I did not expect this on a Wednesday. This is a great story. Thanks!
*blushing*
Gusto ko ren pumunta sa dati kong apartment. Kaso may iba ng nakatira don, baka mapagkamalan akong akyat bahay. 😀
Yo yo yo wazzup yo! Hiphop mode ako! Haha. Kaderder. 😛
you can go there if there’s still something in your room that is worth going.. para may emo moments ka rin. haha
hip hop ba? ayus yan.. ano ba soundtrack natin ngaun?
Baka itaboy ako ng mga nakatira don na hindi ko kilala. Hahaha.
Bowowow yipiyaw yipiye!
Teka, ayoko na maging hiphop. Nandidiri ako sa sarili ko dahil dyan eh. Hahaha.
hahaha. high ka ngaun tsong! ano bang nakain mo? haha.
Yo yo yo zup yo! Haha.
Pa exlink pala ule. Nagpalit na ko ng blog. 🙂
nalink na kita vajarl!
haiz minsan ganyan din ako,,,pero minsan lang un. madalang pa sa patak ng ulan 🙂
wow. but i love the idea of rain. when it pours, it brings lots of change. or probably your feeling does something to the rain, or the way you see them..
padaan suckingbird.. i love how you write.. paturo naman ahehe..
ganon talaga may mga bagay na aalis o iiwan natin.. pero yun mga memories nun maalala pa din natin magbago man o mawala sila..
i agree. minsan you just can’t help but grow with that memories stuffed in your head. *grin*
Maiiba ‘yan.
Huwag pangunahan ang mga bagay na hindi pa sumisilay sa iyong balintataw, magkaganun pa man, yakapin itong parang bagong sanggol na iniluwal ng isang naghihingalong ina.
May patak ng pagkamangha, ng ibang direksyon ng hangin.
ang lalim jkulisap. mas malalim pa sa bahay bata kung saan nanggaling ang batang iluluwal. 🙂
Akala mo lamang malalim dahil hindi ito likas na taal sa iyong puso, pero isa lamang itong kapayakan ng mga salita dito sa Pilipinas.
Kamusta?
eto. emo. malapit na valentines.. wala pa akong date. hahahaha
Hayaan na natin ‘yang date.
Ako nga, nagpost sa FB ng announcement.
Lover for a night.
At least ‘yon lamang ang kaya kong i-offer.
Wink.
hahahaha. lover for a night lang?
oo nga, JKul, lover for a night lang ba? bat naman ganun? takot sa commitment?
hmmm… ang unang naisip ko pagkabasa ko sa entry mo…ano na nangyari ke roommate? hahahaa. tas pagbasa ko sa mga comments, me ganun ding tanong. hehehe
anyways, sometimes, when we’ve been away, it is also good to find your way to that place you’re most familiar with, and that place where you can be just yourself… no pressures, no anything. yun ba ang boarding house mo?
that’s why you have to be prepared for the unexpected, just in case.
– tenco
agree 🙂